Thursday, May 31, 2007

Unsearchable

therein lies heart above 1st floor. black and white strips in front and behind but never ahead time. obvious in the hidden myriad reflection of face. says thought in million ways if. still there not found. not if given sound, if not voice, concealed but release. please.

mindless selahs, mindful.
explain itself is dark on next happened. caught on like prey, web not, not even fret, it's set.
tones twinkling, rings little bell, once but long. no end.
many will or already heard, but not next long, not the no end.
no..


sitting side takes residence in melancholy.
where is unsearchable where, asks once able. once, and now once thought able.
a lost. unknown. wet drop. drops.
forever is down to trails, blown by seasonal winds.

tell me i see nothing, when emotions come clear, distinct from everyday heavies.
i only see leaves, and hear silence by seasonal winds.

May is gone, and so are, heartwords.

victor book of records

Eve of Wesak day in s'pore.
big jam.


walked from Kranji MRT to Kotaraya, JB.

1st time walked that far.
well, it saves a lil' bit of money, lol.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Is.




Exam.
Life.
Love.
Tomorrow.


Myself.

yay, found!

yay, my mp3 player is not lost!! mom found it in a secluded corner in the car. seems like i've placed it there n forgot about it.

phew..


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

I lost my mp3 player!! =(





I Lost my mp3 player!!
the last thing i remember is that terence hand it back to me last Sunday (27 May) during wmm meeting, in Canaan Hall..


it's a Creative Zen Neeon, 2GB. It had a sticker on it, shown above (red background and an afro-hair guy).


If anybody found it, please contact me. thks!

if not i need to work harder teaching drums to earn back that S$200+

sigh..

Sunday, May 27, 2007

if i am a billionaire

If i'm rich, i'll get this for my bro.
Steinway 125th Anniversary Limited Edition Grand Piano designed by Goertz

and this for Peter.


alan asked wat would i get for myself.. hmm..

setia indah house & a toyota innova.


stuffs..

buy my parents a retirement villa, buy a house for my bro in s'pore, send my sis off to further study. buy houses for boon fei n titus.


maybe spend a year traveling around the world, but before that..

enrol myself in 1-year Diploma course in Drumtech, London. One of the best drums institute in europe.

..continue my ACCA studies at London College of Accountancy and employ someone to show me the ropes in investment.

woah, shiok only.

Friday, May 25, 2007

IQ & Confidence & ....intense?

saw this in sara's blog n give it a try.
IQ = 131

Great Jobs For You
Because of the way you process information, these are just some of the many careers in which you could excel:
  • Physicists
  • Chess player
  • City planner
  • Astronomer
  • Physicists
  • Mathematician
  • Researcher

Some of Your Greatest Talents
You've got tons of strengths. It wouldn't surprise us if you:
  • Can give practical application to abstract thought
  • Can predict patterns
  • Are resourceful & practical
  • Envision the "big picture"




Your Mathematical Percentile

100th percentile

Visual-Spatial Intelligence
Your Visual-Spatial Percentile

100th percentile
Your Linguistic Percentile

70th percentile

Your Logical Percentile

100th percentile






Victor, you have somewhat low confidence.


Very High
High
Medium
Low
Very Low

Percentage of Test Takers

What's Your Self-Esteem Score?

010203040


"wow, that's very low..."




Confidence is the trait that makes people feel self-assured and certain that they have what it takes to be successful. You have low confidence. As a result, you may frequently feel insecure or overwhelmed by stress. You may also feel agitated or emotionally upset more often than other people do. When unsettling events happen, above all, try to manage your emotional extremes and maintain perspective. Remember that you can choose to look on the bright side of any situation that presents itself. In this report, Tickle's team of researchers has included many strategies to help you snap yourself out of negative cycles of self-doubt. By taking some time to develop your confidence, you can experience a noticeable improvement in your quality of life.

Because you lack confidence right now, you're probably not enjoying as rewarding a life as you might like. When you're feeling dissatisfied, you may find yourself making judgments about people you don't even know or feeling jealous of others' achievements. While these behaviors may seem to bolster your self-esteem in the short term, they are actually draining your self-confidence. This is true because people's ability to be open and accepting of others stems from their own high acceptance of themselves. The phrase, "To love others, first you have to love yourself," may come to mind.

To get on the road to self-love — or at least self-acceptance — try not to engage in self-blaming behaviors when things go badly. Instead, at times when you feel vulnerable or insecure, be gentle with yourself. Try to cut yourself some slack when feelings of guilt or shame arise. Once you've begun to fully accept yourself as human and flawed, it becomes possible to extend this same kindness and understanding to those around you. For confidence to thrive, you need to feed it with love and acceptance of all of your positive and negative attributes, as well as your mistakes and successes. Strive to avoid being a fair-weather friend to yourself.

Once you achieve it, high confidence can be an energetic force that propels you to succeed in reaching your personal goals. It can also help you to make significant contributions to those around you, including your family, friends, and community. All in all, positive feelings about yourself can go a long way toward giving you a true sense of inner peace and happiness.





Victor, your most unique quality is that you are

intense




You're wound up and have a lot going on. Others may have trouble understanding what you're going through, but they generally find your intensity very compelling and are drawn to you. This happens even without effort on your part. Compared to others who are also intense, you are unusually uninterested in being the center of attention. Only 0.8% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.