The walk after wedding

(just trying to write something experimental & fast before continuing my usual routine..)

The Walk After Wedding

We are walking, she and I, back home just a mile away. She's happily prodding down her feet while it echoes around and above the alley. "Hold my hand, it's a bit slippery after the rain", something I told her time and again. Can't help it, can she, dipping her dainty little white shoes in the puddle again. I sighed a hidden smile. The lights above tingled. Dimming, the sun squeezed in between the alley down behind faraway trees.

"Do you like the wedding?", I quipped while picking out some leftover confetti in her hair. "It's ok", the 4 year-old angel replied, followed by a long pause.. (Gosh, I haven't wipe clean those sticky fingers that poked a dotted love-shaped mess on the wedding cake when the guests left).

"Look papa, a swans!"

I forgot to mention, when we were passed the alley, there's this radiant lake with a swan couple silently gliding across its surface to each other.



(.... okie, braino-deado, no more inspiration, back to studying & sleep)

Some thoughts abt Melbourne..

lest we forget..

taken from the top of the shrine of remembrance

cheesy..

It is a totally different world ba, to put it shortly. I am very lazy to type, maybe will describe verbally if you ask me, hehe. I know it's only 3 hours difference, but i'm having a bit of jet lag, tired.

The above pic is at federation square, the australian open (tennis) played on big screen while hundreds just sit/lie on the floor watching while the sun sets, at about 8-9pm. Mebourne is a cultural city, see the many old victorian buildings with the modern ones, the ppl there wearing different types of clothings (s'poreans wear only 1 type, JB ppl about 4-5 types, melbourne abt 25 types of clothings, me - 0.1 type, lol).

there are still many photos of the city, the suburbs, the farm and vast acres of land, the great ocean road & 12 apostles, the steam train - puffing billy, the vineyard and wine-tasting sessions, live music performances, pine tree forest. check facebook ba.

pine tree forest

Yea, a happy new me =)



oh, yeah, two movies that i will recommend to those who are female and like art house, deep movies. watched it in the plane and its very nice, very touching, very real =)

The secret life of bees

Rachel getting married

A modern adaption of the prodigal son, abt the addicted celebrity who came back from rehab to attend her sister's wedding.

will write when i'm back, i think, happy CNY! =)

See how cheap are the grapes, cherries, strawberries, peaches, nectarines..

picnic at King's Domain Park, hot sun but very very cool weather, no sweat at all.. =)

One of the many stalls in Queen Victoria Market..

Me & my fish

Street performers, nice music!

Borderless, horizontal rainbow while transiting from Perth to Melbourne, 8pm

Fly fly fly..

22 Jan, Thurs, 9am, here I go soon.
Next 11 days might have more photos than ever.

Wiped away

I managed to test my limit, and fell sick after lunch time today. haha. Pushed myself too hard in work ba, i guess, emailed my director and left office at 3pm to visit the company's clinic - raffles medical.

And as the lift went down 21 floors, step out to the sunlight, a hidden smile popped out of me =)
how nice it is to see the sunshine again in its full volume. I walked about 10mins, enjoying every minute of not being where i supposed to be. Listen closely, and you will find the rustling of trees louder than hidden sighs in passer-bys.

Briefly registered my name and company, sat on a coloured seat and loving the piano solo music playing in the background, i remembered how different it is 6 months ago. From being naive to, err, slightly less naive. Ha. Though i still shudder at the thought of calling overseas clients tomorrow.

Visited the doctor, took the expensive-looking but free meds.
Back to my desk, the whirlwind.


..

went out with my dutch cousin last night, he told me: "victor, you should do something that you will be happy about, happy inside."

well.. i am learning to be happy, i know this is where i am supposed to be in this season, it will not pass on that soon, it will likely get more serious. i will grow.

I am cultivating the habit of saying a longer prayer of thanks to God everytime i finished work, while walking to the mrt with head hanging half-low, whether it is 7, 8 or 9pm. And i am slowly gaining back perspective and surprisingly, joy.

When i can, i'll try to wipe away my yawning eyes. It's a new day tomorrow, and I will close my windows at 9.30pm today =)


oh yeah, check out the boy at min 2:18-2:26. I didn't know Joey could dance so well, and at junior Eurovision!! kudos to my cousin..




*for those ppl who have enough spare time to read this blog, pls read the below article..

Perfect love casts out fear

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear.."
- 1 John 4:18


Perfect Love Casts Out Fear

by Joyce Meyer

There is no fear in love [dread does not exist], but full-grown (complete, perfect) love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of terror! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment, and [so] he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love [is not yet grown into love's complete perfection]. —1 John 4:18

In years past when I read this scripture, I misunderstood its meaning. I thought it was saying that if I could reach the place where I walked in perfect love toward other people, I would no longer experience fear in my own life. I diligently tried to love others, but it seemed like I always failed. I couldn’t even love them imperfectly, let alone perfectly!

I had a lot of fear in my life—fear that manifested as insecurity and mental torment of every kind. A fearful person worries and is anxious about many things, such as the past, the future, finances, what people think, etc. These constant companions literally bring torment. The King James version of 1 John 4:18 certainly describes fear accurately when it says that …fear hath torment….

There are many evil spirits that Satan uses to make people miserable, but I personally believe that fear is the master spirit. Fear seems to be the root of most of the problems that steal our peace. For example, if we find ourselves uncomfortable with a group of people, it is usually because we fear what they think of us. If we’re trying to control a situation, and it’s causing us to get into strife, it’s often because we’re afraid that we’ll be taken advantage of if we don't control everything.

THE CONTROL ISSUE

Trying to control people, circumstances, and even God is a hard task. As a matter of fact, it’s impossible. Out of fear, I spent many years trying to control everything and everyone. I was fearful of being hurt or taken advantage of, as I had been in the past. I had not yet learned about perfect love that casts out fear. I was busy being in charge of everything—being the great “choir director” of my life. The Holy Spirit wants to guide, direct and control us. If we allow Him, He’ll direct us into great blessings for our lives. We’re to operate in self-control and give the Holy Spirit control of our lives, but we should never try to control other people. Satan uses manipulation and control to get his way, but these aren’t the methods that God's children should use to get what they desire.

We are to trust God, pray about what we want, and believe that He’ll do what’s best for us at the right time. This is difficult to learn because all too often our experience with people teaches us not to trust. We must learn that people and God aren’t alike. All people are imperfect, and even those who try not to hurt others occasionally do. How can imperfect people love us with perfect love? If they could, we would have no fear. Our fears concerning people—being hurt and disappointed by them—would end. Because the emotional pain of rejection, judgment, betrayal, criticism, etc. is very real and devastating, we naturally avoid it once we have experienced it. It seems that people fall into one of two categories: they either withdraw in fear and live lonely lives where they avoid close relationships, or they want to have relationships but are never really able to develop proper ones because of all their fears. They end up controlling, manipulating, and being angry a lot. In general, their lives are frustrating because much of the time, they truly don't know what is wrong. They’re reacting from the pain of old wounds rather than acting on the truth of God's Word.

THE CURE FOR THE INSECURE

Insecurity is said to be an epidemic in today's society. There are so many insecure people trying to have relationships with other insecure people. The world calls this kind of relationship dysfunctional, which simply means they aren’t functioning properly.

Most people are raised in dysfunctional homes. They go into society and continue the dysfunction, and each generation adds to the last one's problems until society becomes increasingly more dysfunctional. There is, however, an answer. His name is Jesus Christ.

When Jesus said in John 14:6, ...I am the Way..., He not only meant that He’s the Way to the Father and the Way to heaven, but I believe He also meant that He’s the Way out of every wrong and messed up situation. If we invite Him, Jesus can get into the middle of dysfunctional lives and make them functional again. He restores, renews, redeems, reconciles and refreshes. Jesus is "re" everything. The prefix re means "to go back again, or to return to the starting place." Our heavenly Father, through Jesus Christ, intends to get us back to the place where Satan messed things up and give us a new beginning. If we repent, He removes the reproach of the past and gives us a full recompense for our past hurts. Yes, Jesus is the only Way.

Why should Jesus help us in this manner? He does it because He is love—because He loves us. He’s God's gift of love to us. Jesus is the manifestation of perfect love. Only perfect love can cast out fear. One thing we need to concentrate on and seek God for is revelation about the love He has extended toward us.

Very few people have a deep and abiding revelation concerning the love of God. I believe God wants me to tell you that He loves you very much. That may sound simple, but it’s the most powerful thing you can believe. When we know without a doubt the perfect, complete love that God has for us, it will cause fear to lose its grip on our lives.


LEARNING TO ABIDE IN HIS LOVE

The word abide means "to dwell in or live." It does not refer to visiting. It refers to staying or remaining. I don't visit my house; I live in it. We should learn to live in the love of God. First John 4:16 in the Amplified translation brings out the point that we should become conscious and aware of the love God has for us. The knowledge of His love should not be some biblical fact to which we mentally assent, but it should be a daily, living reality in our lives. This scripture says we should observe it and experience it: And we know (understand, recognize, are conscious of, by observation and by experience) and believe (adhere to and put faith in and rely on) the love God cherishes for us. God is love, and he who dwells and continues in love dwells and continues in God, and God dwells and continues in him (I John 4:16).

I was so desperate for a revelation concerning the love of God, that several years ago I began to keep a journal of the things He did in my life that I believed displayed His love. No matter how small they were, I recorded them. This process helped me to become more conscious of His love. I needed to dwell in God's love because I needed a lot of healing. I was insecure and fearful, and I’ve found that the love of God is the cure for the insecure.

When people gave me things, I recorded it. When I was shown favor in situations, I recorded it. When God answered prayers and did things for me that I had requested, I recorded it. Many of the things I recorded seemed rather childish, but they were helping me become like the little child Jesus said we should be—a child who is trusting, humble, lowly and loving.

I believe God is showing His love for us daily in many different ways, but because we haven’t trained ourselves to be conscious of His love, we miss what He’s doing. His love is there, but it’s not a reality to us. Therefore, it doesn’t benefit us as it should.

Paul's prayer for the church, as recorded in the book of Ephesians, indicates how very important it is that we have a deep revelation concerning how much God loves us. Paul could have prayed for anything. He could have prayed for them to have power, to do miracles or to exercise authority over the devil, but Paul prayed for the church to be rooted deeply in God's love. Paul knew that was the starting point—the place from which every point starts—the place from which everything else grows. Power, miracles, victory and authority are all based on our being secure in the fact that God loves us.

Ephesians 3:17-19 says, May Christ through your faith [actually] dwell (settle down, abide, make His permanent home) in your hearts! May you be rooted deep in love and founded securely on love, that you may have the power and be strong to apprehend and grasp with all the saints [God's devoted people, the experience of that love] what is the breadth and length and height and depth [of it]; [that you may really come] to know [practically, through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!

These scriptures make it clear that we need to experience His love—not just have head knowledge but a deep revelation—and that the roots of our being should be securely planted in His love.

THE FEAR OF LACK

There are endless varieties of fear, but one of the tormenting fears that many people suffer from is the fear of lack. They fear that their needs won’t be met—that God won’t come through in time. Hebrews 13:5,6 gives great comfort to those in this situation: Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money [including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions] and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!] So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]. What can man do to me?

You may be in a situation right now that you’ve never been in before. You may be facing new responsibility that you don't know how to handle. You may have needs that are beyond your resources and the spirit of fear is attacking you and telling you that you aren’t going to make it. You may feel all alone in your situation, like nobody cares. But God cares about you!

When God says in these scriptures to be satisfied with your present circumstances, He doesn’t mean that you cannot desire change. We should be content in Jesus, knowing that He has heard our prayers and believing that He’ll never fail us. We must learn how to enjoy where we are on the way to where we are going.

God is a God of progress. He’s never standing still. Even when it seems that absolutely nothing is happening in our lives, God is working behind the scene on things that He’ll manifest at exactly the right time. God is life, and life must flow otherwise it is no longer life. Dead things stagnate and no longer move, but life is always moving, stirring and making progress.

Beloved, God has a good plan for you, and He’ll manifest it right on time. Fear not! God is with you, and He’ll never leave you nor forsake you. He’ll not leave you without support! If you need financial support, He’ll provide. If it’s physical support you need, He’ll sustain you while you’re waiting for your full manifestation of healing. If you need emotional support, He’ll comfort you with the kind of comfort that only the Holy Spirit can give. He’ll nourish you and bring you back to a place of strength in every area of your life. God is for you. He is not against you. Satan is against you, but God is for you. The greater One lives in you! (See 1 John 4:4.)


LET NOTHING SEPARATE YOU FROM GOD'S LOVE

Romans 8:35-39 speaks to us about difficult times and how important it is not to allow them to separate us from God's love. I’ve discovered over the years that His love sustains me in times of great trial and stress. During hard times Satan works overtime trying to convince us that God doesn’t love us—that if He did, either we wouldn’t be in this situation, or He would’ve delivered us by now. I confess with my own mouth the truth that God does love me during these attacks of fear. I encourage you to say several times a day with confidence, "God loves me!" Don't allow the devil to steal this truth from you.

Ephesians 6:11-17 speaks of wearing spiritual armor during demonic attacks. One piece of that armor is the belt of truth. The Amplified Bible states that we are to tighten the belt of truth during attack. That means the truths we’ve learned from God's Word must be held onto tightly during trials.

Let me close with these scriptures from Romans 8:35-39, which I pray will comfort you right now: Who shall ever separate us from Christ's love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter. Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

As long as you refuse to let anything separate you from God's love, you will have the victory!
=)



*vic: wow.......

Favourite scenes

Yay, finished work early enough, home at 8.30pm!! yay yay!!!!! haha. I don't have much to say, besides last week's busyness, working, studying, reading, writing, meeting friends. Finally i have a few minutes to write something. Just wanna go YouTube a while and publish a few unforgettable movie soundtracks/scenes.

so here it goes..

The Parent Trap handshake




When you're fetching E.T.




The daughter scene




My Gene Kelly fav =)




I Am Sam



edelweiss




The Ultimate Gift




Lastly, Moon river =) =) =)

now i know why i have work stress

I counted, and find that I am involved in 106 companies’ taxation matters.

Every Season

I was playing the intro of this song in conference room before the start of a meeting on 1 Jan, the only thing i know how to play on the piano, trying to remember the lyrics, telling titus how sad that i've lost this song. He searched his laptop for what i've sent him yrs ago, found it, and emailed it to me =)

Every season by Nicole Nordeman, one of my utmost favourite christian poetic song.

and so, for 2009, i've decided that this will be a year that i will focus on investing in people and my own studies. It's gonna be very difficult if i don't depend on Him, which will be good. hehe.
Let's find Him in every season..



Every evening sky, an invitation
To trace the patterned stars
And early in July, a celebration
For freedom that is ours
And I notice You
In children's games
In those who watch them from the shade
Every drop of sun is full of fun and wonder
You are summer

And even when the trees have just surrendered
To the harvest time
Forfeiting their leaves in late September
And sending us inside
Still I notice You when change begins
And I am braced for colder winds
I will offer thanks for what has been and what's to come
You are autumn

And everything in time and under heaven
Finally falls asleep
Wrapped in blankets white, all creation
Shivers underneath
And still I notice you
When branches crack
And in my breath on frosted glass
Even now in death, You open doors for life to enter
You are winter

And everything that's new has bravely surfaced
Teaching us to breathe
What was frozen through is newly purposed
Turning all things green
So it is with You
And how You make me new
With every season's change
And so it will be
As You are re-creating me
Summer, autumn, winter, spring

Breakfast at Tiffany's (1961)

Told Boon Fei & Angela that it was a year 1950 movie, wrong fact, it's 1961, hehe. Breakfast at Tiffany's is one of those movies that you should watch before you die, lol. You can check out the wiki link for the plot & Audrey Hepburn. There's something about this movie that leaves me reeling for more, the light twist at the end of the movie makes a happy ending, though not entirely satisfying, as if the movie doesn't really end. A socialite, her fashion / lifestyle and choice of men, and the lonely nights with a love-struck stranger waiting at the door.


and the famous song that won an Oscar for itself..

"Moon River" music by Henry Mancini, lyrics by Johnny Mercer
	Moon River, wider than a mile, I'm crossing you in style some day. Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker, wherever you're going I'm going your way. Two drifters off to see the world. There's such a lot of world to see. We're after the same rainbow's end-- waiting 'round the bend, my huckleberry friend, Moon River and me. © 1961 Paramount Music Corporation, ASCAP

I would love to write something like this one day, the shortest simplest lyrics yet with the deepest meaning... .. ...

sigh.. sigh...

..

ok, it's 5am now, gotha go to work. bye everybody, have a nice friday. =)

Moon River - Andrea Ross

Moon River - Joey McIntyre

The awakening

It was definitely a wonderful Christmas. There are BBQs to savour, hanging out and chatting with many close friends and family, served in Krismas Kita, relax and enjoyed the memorable performance during the 25^th morning, bringing my non-christian primary school friend to some occasions. Glad to see her more receptive towards Christians, and one of her brother’s friend received Christ on one of the nights =) I received many simple but beautiful and useful gifts from my colleague and church buddies. I see relationships being restored / strengthened. I was sooo happy.

But until last night probably I was a little too overbearing, the 5-6 dinners to attend really tire me out and I was going back to s’pore feeling sad cos i don’t have time for myself. It’s actually my own fault for thinking I can go for all and expect to have time for myself too.. until.. My m'sia room & desk is messy for weeks and I don’t have time to clear it up.. not healthy… I must do some spring cleaning by 1 Jan.

So, last night was one of the Sunday nights where I find myself wondering why I have served God the whole weekend and still travel back to s’pore ‘jadedly’ with some water welled up in some sad eye. Though I have so much to be thankful, really, so so much.

Went back.. bathed and prepare to sleep, and asked that I may dream of God spending some time talking to me.

He did, but at a different timing. He woke me at 6.30am and told me to sit up and pray. I pleaded if He could let me lie down and pray cos I’m so sleepy… but no. =(

Too bad lo, sit n pray lo. And the moment I close my eyes, I saw a beautiful vision, of something which I won’t tell a soul… =P a big assurance, and His last parting words are: My grace is sufficient for you…

You can’t imagine how free & peaceful the rest that descends upon me.. =)

And so off to work I go, and now I gotha go liao, lunch time’s almost over.

...so challenged by this quote..

You might as well try to hear without ears or breathe without lungs, as to try to live a Christian life without the Spirit of God in your heart.
--D.L. Moody

Shadblow

Because the shad
are swimming
in our waters now,

breaching the skin
of the river with their
tarnished silvery fins,

heading upstream
straight for our tables
where already

knives and forks gleam
in anticipation, these trees
in the woods break

into flower - small, white
flags surrendering
to the season.


Linda Pastan
The Georgia Review, vol. LV, no. 2, Summer 2001

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I am waiting for winter
and it's imaginary warm glow
in snow,

you know,
like little angels falling white as you take a glance
to a dancer spinning across a faraway lake
looking sky.

so,
make me a wish and I would secretly smile in my mind delight,
because you didn't know our hands are made to be together,
I will take it like a glove towards its master,
and make heaven dwell in our snowman.

we would run wild through any cold and summer,
warm a moody cloud and touch its cry,
laugh a hearty and sing in silver thunders.

so don't leave me, not at 10pm
when my eyes closed its deepest longing
t'wards the fading dove that fanned a sacred desire
in you.


~
i gotha go, there's work to do,
lots.


Victor Tan
The Bored review, vol. RIP, no. 1, fading Summer 2008


"sing in silver thunders", lol: silver - old, thunder - argument.

So much work

I have 6 piles of work, on my desk, under my desk, beside my desk… My uncompleted workload has occupied two long desks.

it's like u have to help the auditor to find any notices already issued from the IRAS since 1 Jan 08, then download & attach to him, and check if another company whether has ceased to elect us as tax agent, then go back to your own tax computation, get the draft P&L from another auditor by today because tomorrow the documents had to be sent back to America due to shutdown, and have to go two floors up to get the P&L and a whole bag of journal entries and audit working files, while coming back to the desk and continue doing work halfway, manager calls n go over she brief me about a dormant company to do, can refer to another company's case file. go back do work, halfway senior came over tells u to monitor the last two day's 7 client that i have done up the estimated chargeable income and another Notice advice to get it amended n send out before friday. go back to original work, client called for another team of auditors which is now in China, have to email them to liaise. go back to original work.. manager came again pass IRAS query to check past work for tax matters and do up an explanation to the government. still have 30+ other clients to file their work and do tabs. email inbox with 20-30 emails to organise in respective folders b4 another batch sends in again. go back to original work... client had email back more info on another client on its original dividend breakdown remitted from China (receipts in Chinese).

If in school, it's like you're taking english essay writing, chinese reading sessions, P.E , math lecture and tutorials all at the same time, and you're expected do take note of everything and NOT miss out on anything (if not you're considered inefficient, never learn and even need other people to make effort to remind you what you should remember), make minimal mistakes, organise all your work nicely and hand to teacher, and also monitor what u hand to teacher so that in two day's time u know what your teacher has/hasn't marked, amend ALL mistakes, learn, and pass it on to be published to the government. And while doing all these, help your friends in their homework.

I miss school/college. Work is challenging and when you've done all the work, the satisfaction can be.. great?

For now, HELP.

Merry Christmas.

Midnight ramblings

Moonlight reverie

September the 14th at 11, perfect timing
as I slid out of bed out of cool's window,
tugging sleepy warm pajamas in can't-wait's grip,
and lay there, just over the obscure red roof
under the misunderstood moonshine.

first the ceremonial solo huge gasp of night scent
and then watch nothingness reveal its being.

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Goodbye means never having to leave

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Gratitude of a sick boy

Hi, just wanna thank the numerous people who showed their concern. I'm fine, Sunday morning's blood test showed that it's not dengue, only any other viral infection. My temperature's not so high now, tomorrow will be my last exam paper & the following day will resume working.

I guess life will resume its busyness & blog entries will reduce again. hope that i'm gonna recover fully and be able to come to church on the coming weekend.

it's nice to have ppl sms/calling, even my cell member who (i think) likes to avoid me called me to ask how am i. hehe. of course my dad & sis cared me a lot, kudos for dad for taking care of me though he himself is sick too.

how foolish am i to live for dunno how many months without feeling any 'love'. Like Koon said, "love sick?", no, probably not feeling the love until now. lol.

傍晚的le4伤悲

*chinese star programme much better now, though still got problem with some words, good enough though, yay..


一个星期的“考试假”过得又快又漫长，开心带伤感。开心能暂时脱离工作，回家，吹海feng，看日落，读shu，听听歌，写一点诗；犹如已往的自由，过去留下的字迹。伤感的呢，应该是时间吧，怎me4 ye3 不能再倒退，弥补失望；好深隐，对不起自己在学业上的失望。

现在正开着周董，Mr J，義法廚房，北醫店的网zhan4.. 只为了听它的音yue4，想想少些梦想。

能像方文山写歌词，冰心写shu1，周董写曲，Emily Dickinson 写诗，著名gu3手玩音yue4的工作，试试一下。 或像哥哥能弹奏动听的音旋，John Williams 写感人的经典，或着做个 free-spirited 的 ang mo nang，在个个国家“游手好闲”， 哈哈。

tu1 然好想去台湾和ao4/欧洲，绕圈子，live a life. 知道很欠打，仿佛自己不属于现况，只待明天。


唉.. 醒醒吧... 。学xi2感恩，让昨天的wu1云成就今天的彩虹和明天的晴天梦想。



*刚刚发现有位美国女士八月时在我的英诗部落格留下 comment , 说写得很好。好开心唷 =P 是否考试后继续认真写诗呢？

Most - the bridge + writings

http://www.mostthemovie.com/


Having a week's exam leave, a good break from work to study, just want to write something before i resume studying again.. *light sigh*... Nice rite, the above video, quite the super. =)



Sky sigh

Once upon a time
In a faraway land where mystical creatures
talking trees and hidden treasures are not unheard of
There was a mind

.

Cut and jam and bring it back
to the lines in your eyes, of a certain set of thinking
about skyscrapers and running numbers.

.

Once chanced upon time
There was a soul pitted against itself in constraint conscience
Wrestle onto the floor to pronounce its winner.
No find.

.

So let the book breeze its blues and pencil rule,
Order order in your mesh messy heart or mind,
Conform to snake and ladder for life,
And at every turn,
Try to remember what is laughter and colour,
and how its sky sighs.


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Chicken toufu to the West

Baby turns boy turns trying-to-be-man turns chicken toufu.

Seeing the straight pathway across anything back to destiny,
he chose not even to walk the sand.

But turns and run, like anything, for anything goes
to the sea.