Henderson's

The silence in the cold dark

So much like a rustle in the heart

Its whisper vague flows

Fading like twinkles

Ponder a wrinkle backwards

Its rain drops on wetland and heart

Tell me a story

Of starry nights and future lights

Being in one sky in Henderson's park

The heaven in fulfilling

Redemption's blood

A December sea

A December sea after the great hurricane

Remnants of waves brought by and crashed

Smaller and persistent towards each other

Never ending turmoil and thunder

I was and still on the little

Floating hereby and wonder

In all fear in nature's hails of laughter

I see you

Walking on the unending upheaval

Standing its ground on violent waters

Like a ghost in my fearful sorrows

But your light showed its glorious wonder

Speak and approach the little

Stilling winter and caress baby waters

I step out in the rumbling giant

Feeling your hand steering through mists

And piercing through the engulfing darkness. 

Dependency

I just watched the movie "interstellar" with my fiance, it's this movie about astronauts finding new planets suitable for humans due to the earth will soon become inhabitable. There's one part of the movie where the main character gets sucked into the black hole and went into the 5th dimension where he is able to vaguely try to communicate to his daughter on earth in the past to pass a message that could save mankind. HAHA sounds far-fetched but it's a great deep long movie.

I got me thinking about time, how we were made to live in this non-stoppable treadmill which can only move forward, how our human minds can fathom and differentiate the past & present, and what are memories. Have you ever wondered that God has given us the gift of a brilliant mind that can specifically chronologically remember things and how a day goes, it would be havoc if our minds somehow can't put things in order and we would confuse when & what has happened, or remember them.

It is mind-blowing for me to think that God controls time. He sees the beginning and end of it, and all that is between. All the little humans, their joys and troubles, and they pass away and their souls transcend into His dimension of eternity. There's no real conclusion to this thought. just a mind wandering about the perception of time and also feet back to the ground to me in this small world of the daily people I meet, the people I love, my fiance, my family, colleagues and the work and the expectations and the life to live.

Why do I post the video above, cos it reminds me who I need most, that even when my time is up, I will always remember the God I know since my childhood, is an intimate & loving God.

Words words words through the years

It has been too long since I've written anything. It's gonna be midnight soon and I will be in bed. Just a quick few minutes browsing through my old blog posts and find a strange familiarity with the writings, strange because somehow it felt forgotten.

Thank God that I have grown so much over the years. It's true that unless you keep a journal, you won't realise how much you've grown, or appreciate the journey looking back, enjoying the present & anticipating the near future. 

It's 2014, too soon. Many things in mind, wedding preparation for next year, getting the house renovated, finish studies, try to do better at work. 

Church's worship workshop by Larry Sebastian just ended a few days ago, had a great time worshiping & drawing close to God to hear Him again. His voice, I'm glad, that there's no strange familiarity. It's always the same. 

Ok it is past midnight, and I shall write again. Before I grow too old, and before I lose.. or I should say - shall write again to ever maintain this sincerity, or hopefully some innocence of heart.

Thank you God, for this blessed journey.

Thank you, for time.