The holiday away from love

this is the 'deep' quote from "the holiday". i watched it twice in the cinema..
about a person's feelings of unrequited love. sigh, i'm no stranger.

I understand the feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your friends. You still go to bed every night, going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong, how.. you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy .and sometimes you could even convince yourself that she’ll see the light n show up at your door..

..sigh..

And after all that, however long all that may be,

you go somewhere new,

and you’ll meet people that will make you feel worthwhile again.

And little pieces of your soul will finally come back… and all that fussy stuff, those, years of your life that you’ve wasted..

that would eventually begin to fade..